anyways. i been in a contemplative mood lately.  past/present/future.  

i've come to accept that some things are past.  i miss those days at lowell when it was so easy to get a football game together, we'd play out on the woodchips next to the gym almost every day.  nowadays it seems like no one wants to play.  iono why football was the first thing that came to my mind when i thought about the past. there are so many other things that i miss doing and so many other people that i miss seeing.... but it's all in the past...

the present seems so temporary.  i've come to accept the fact that living in davis means people are constantly leaving and sometimes people are coming back.  things seem to stay more or less the same for me, but it seems like everyone around me is changing.

thinking about the future makes me realize i'm not all that happy with the present.  there's so much that i want to be doing yet none of it's really happening.